Hostage

He pushed her away. He could not let her get too close. His shit unclean and unnecessary onto her. Words spoke out of fear and anger– he will regret until his dying day.

He would not let her breathe. He could not trust her, and she promised she would hurt him too.

After all these years, he still misses her. He hurts tremendously. He lost his best friend, his lover and a true companion.