Her nemesis

Things got really weird for us. I could not let go and my jealousy got out of control. I miss our deep conversations though I have forgotten what was said between us. My cowardice hindered any friendship intended. Vulnerability is my weakness as you know. I regret the hostile and drunken texts. I wish I could explain, but you’ve made up your mind about me. You share your hatred with your mates which I feel from across the room. There is a silver lining to the chaos created as I’ve grown exponentially over the years. My darkest days have shed some light.