Rag dog


When you made me feel unwanted, I cowarded to the corner like an abused dog. I sat in my misery to reflect all things considered. Upon command, I sit pretty and you throw me a bone.This was every now and then when you felt defeated by life and jilted by your lover. I wish you left me at the pound; euthanasia is rather quick and painless or painful, but quick.  

Reluctantly you chose me, the other two pups were spoken for. I was stripped of my balls and sent packing.

The recovery was humiliating, yet as always I survive. I’ve lived on the streets and embraced cardboard boxes for warmth. I’ve been whipped and kicked, rocks thrown at me became a game of fetch. You aren’t really an animal lover. You’re easily annoyed by their presence. Perhaps this is why I shat on your carpet a few times. You gave me attention when I was bad. 

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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