Rage from within


My anger is mine. Like an onion, it has layers, one of which eminates a past with guilt ridden drunk Catholics. Those Catholics much angrier, yet molesting their young and whipping their kneebacks brought temporary orgasmic release. The other comes from an abrupt kidnap and isolation from my segregate.

She abandoned me. She rejected me.
He abandoned me. He rejected me.

My addiction and affliction are concealed. The night hosts my Demons, my knees bloodied on wooden blocks, stains of sins and I repent.

As those before, you followed.

I looked to be saved, it is no one else’s life, but their own.
I abandon my anger. I reject my anger.

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

Categories Confessions of a Catholic School Girl, My emptiness has a name2 Comments

2 thoughts on “Rage from within”

  1. Well you can’t really abandon the anger.
    But, maybe, a useful thing for you, is to clarify the righteousness that underlines your anger, which seems to be EXACTLY what you are doing.
    And leaves me totally impressed.

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