I still don’t get the inadequacy part if anything, I’m not giving enough. I do little things ie laundry to try and unburden you. I want to help with the boys more but don’t want to overstep the bounds and after last night, I feel like my overnights are just that. And both holidays with your family as well. I don’t know at this point what to do. I do know that I can’t be strung along like a yo yo. My heart just can’t handle it. Those three words have meant so much until today it angers me and have lost meaning.