Defeat

Beef roast, brussels, sweet potato casserole and side of brown rice just because. It brings me some joy especially the red to accompany. I contemplate making this my last meal, yet 2020 must not win. I am exhausted and defeated. I no longer like the holidays as I spend most of it without—-I will resort to another binge upon one of five streaming platforms. I beg the dead relatives to pull me through.