Every time i try to figure out why i come up blank. I hate that this is the way you wanted it to be. As much as i want to just rewind or forget it… Its right back in the front of all thoughts and i don’t even know how to process all this. i don’t want to process any of this, What happened and when? All i wanted was you to be in my life and know that i was wanted in yours…it all happened so fast it confused the hel out of me … now its just hurting me deeply. but i guess id better figure out what to do real fast before you decide to finish me off .
i just want to see you once before im gone. but is that safe? I’m lost and wounded. You have fresh blood dripping down your chin. and it looks natural. but feels harsh and unjust.
Her mourning coffee 