Carebear (Part I)


She arrived 13 minutes late. Her short rose pattern dress was an acceptable excuse for her tardiness. I wore ripped jeans, tee, and Chuck’s.

I stole her cherry afloat in her makeshift mule. A sweet bull vs. a cocky bull.

Framed roses with sharp petals hanging vicariously upon a dull wall.

Black, red and grey are my favorite colors.

“Go to the bathroom,” I am pleading in my head. She will not stop talking and my brain hurts. Another nurse with too much to dictate.

“I want to keep playing with you. I am studying you and will learn your technique. I will let you win, then we will switch, “ she says.

I have to confess I love being challenged. She turns to face me. I try to align the zipper of her Helly Hansen. Frustration sets and I abandon the task.

“Shall we play? We have unlimited balls and a Monk to scoop our mess.”

“Let us play, she replies meanwhile grabbing the thick wood before her.”

She wants to play on one side only to see if I can conform. I am not straight, but I play a fool’s game.

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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