We will lose ourselves, find ourselves and fall apart all over again. We will share our stories of true love and heartbreak with those that pretend to care. We will listen to their stories resembling our own because we are always searching for meaning, healing and that fairytale ending. We hope and pray. We have brief moments of clarity amongst the inner turmoil. We seek peace in the chaos. Time passes. The constant is change and we grow fonder of the once was, has been and what if. A deep mistrust disturbs our sleep. Strangers surround us and we further cling to fantasy to escape the abrasive world in which we live.