She doesn’t get me high anymore


She thinks I’m broken…perhaps once. It is her that takes and does whatever she wants. She is impulsive, and at the same time, calculating. She reads minds except for mine. She believes she knows me, yet my darkness is darker and more evolved. She is reckless and ruthless. She is out of control. She keeps her distance as she should. Everything she wants she gets though her needs are unmet.  

To feel empowered and helpless all at once. She can conquer the world with me, yet solo she is weak and penetrable.  

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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