Canker sore

I didn’t think that I was capable of feeling love again then enter —.

We met online, okStupid and I wished I would of listened to my friends.

I was the back up plan, the option.  
I ignored all instinct and like a dog loyal to its master I begged for attention.

Off and on like a light switch. It was difficult. It hurt us. We tried and degress to a friendship, yet with benefits. The perks ended abruptly when her ex returned to town and moved two feet across. The deceit ate me slowly. Each day, I died alittle more. 

I wish I never met her. I didn’t think that I was capable of feeling hurt again then exit —.