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Last night I was in Ballard. I stopped by Sonic Boom. Upon returning to my car, a memory from the past flashed before me. There it stood, the hip diner where we first met and frequented. It was busy per uge. I struggled to enter, my stomach tied in knots, but I managed. I requested to sit where we began. I wanted that moment again. I ordered a coffee. I decided not to eat. I would wait for you. I know you’re not coming. I knew then, it was June, it was the 6th of June to be exact. We bared our souls one last time, and then you excreted me. I fell nauseous meanwhile you regained your appetite.

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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