Matador


She smiles when she’s nervous.  She’s strokes her hair off her face with her left hand. She is uncomfortable. She has been fucking a new girl or perhaps the firefighter on Fridays.

I really didn’t want to hug her but I knew it’d be the last time I held her close.

There was nothing only an erect woman I once knew

Her body void of feeling. She despised me. My anger couldn’t be reconciled.  

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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