A hot minute of you

Through much sorrow there is forgiveness. I have forgotten all that transpires between us, all that never had or ever will. You knew me at my weakest. I was selfish and sharing you with many destroyed my self-esteem. I wanted to be enough yet you can’t be satisfied for long. I was lucky to have you, though momentarily you were mine.  Well, you be happy to know I’ve managed to conquer the demon from within and put it to great use.