Lord hear my prayer

I wear you upon my wrist to forsake myself. Days and nights like these the simplest tasks are so hard to endure. This plague engulfs my being. more and more it feeds. The demons won’t sleep for they are restless. My head feels as if it’s going to explode. My mouth full of words I cannot speak. Choking on my spit. My eyes bleed and I can no longer see. I want out. I want this to end. Do not spare me please.