One lump or two?

I have to turn my thoughts from you daily. An enduring missed connection has been incredibly painful. I do give a damn. I always have. I always wanted a holiday with you. I burnt that bridge. I sabotaged anything and everything we could have had. Scream, scream and run away from me as you do.  Do you remember that you can’t handle me?I’m restless and too much temptation.  I like to sin.  My darkness is yours.  Stay for tea then leave my love.