
A whirlwind of emotions since I first laid eyes on you. Turmoil and constant state of disarray chasing Audrey. I don’t know the person I’ve become. The last two years, I’ve been walking a tightrope between love and hate. I ask myself how can one render one weak? My heart in my throat. At least I no longer shed tears and can proceed through the days unfazed by thoughts of you. I can fuck again. They submit to me. You said I lacked confidence. Well, that was the girl you used to know.