Hey, LJBF



You saw me.  Nice to meet you Audrey.  You ignored me.  Then you texted me and I fed you as you cried on your Anglo-chile wings.  Southern Cal broke your heart but then I became  the flavor of the month.  Your love is a game and we played.   I wore my heart on my sleeve -you read me like a magazine.  I wish I had heard about you.  I wish your okc said hey, LJBF  but we can fuck a wkend.  There was never a forever.  I went down in flames meanwhile you went for ice cream.  Nine months later – the high was not worth the pain.  You’re making a list of ex-lovers.  You’re the game and the player.  You’re young and reckless.  Asphyxia and a nasty scar.  The worse did come.  No screaming;  I did cry a few times.  We both got drunk on jealously.  And though I know better, I would still come back.  Well,  I think.  Baby, I do love torture.

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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