Agony without you


You knew I’m yours, but still you questioned me.

Someday this feeling will fade to nothingness, and I will wake without your name repeated in my mind. You were unfair, questioning, relentless, and untrusting. My instinct to bolt wasn’t fear of commitment, it was a healthy wariness of an insecure, destructive love. You aren’t who you said you were.

I don’t want anything on my pizza.

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Published by: her mourning coffee

Walking a fine line between genius and insanity. My words are raw, sometimes visceral, and vulgar.  I write to settle my thoughts.  I have triggers that extract emotional immaturity, deep- rooted fears, anger, insecurity, vulnerability, yet I heal with every stroke of the pen.  I might be that monster.  I sometimes scare myself.  Please keep this in mind as you read.  I do not wish to provoke you, though stories need to be told. *not all posts are in real time

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