Why does this have to hurt so much? How is this so easy? Don’t you ever wish…. How can you just let this go? After so many years, you move on like it’s nothing! How long has it been goin on, since before I even left? Why would you choose to crush my heart? I love you still, I just wish you would have loved me as much as I loved you…… I’m sorry, I wasn’t enough….. You, are all I ever wanted…. I know you won’t respond, or call. This is the last post I will write. I guess, somehow I needed you to know…..My heart and chest hurt and I can’t breath at times. Everyday, I loose a little bit more of my soul. I know this is what you want…. I’m sorry, I wasn’t the woman you wanted… I tried so hard to be a better person… In the end, I dont get a choice… It doesn’t matter what I want… I only wish it did.
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we’d be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else’s arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I’m just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I’ll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart
Her mourning coffee 