Geez I’m going to miss you

You. Yeah. Sigh.
Where do I begin.
I am certain neither of us expected to be where we are today.
I bet you thought it would be a thing… or that I would be crazy.
I know how I feel.
I have an idea how you feel.
I am enamoured by you.
My heart still races each time I see you calling, texting, emailing.
Your eyes are my favorite things to look at… besides your ass of course. You did catch me totally checking you out that day when you were getting into your car.
Guilty. And proud.
I love being with you. Breathing you in. Feeling you.
I’m sitting here packing, wishing I was packing for a trip we were going on together.
I’m going to miss you and I know you know this.
I just wanted the universe to know.
To know how happy you make me. Even on shitty days.
To know that my heart feels alive like never before.
To know that even though I’ll be far away… I’ll be thinking about you and how I would love to share all of those moments with you.
To know that you… sigh… you are pretty fucking amazing…. and I feel so lucky to have you in my life.
Yeah.
Now the universe knows.