I’m my worse enemy

I sabotaged us. I self- destruct. You mean the world to me. I would give anything to hold you in my arms once again. I miss you. I miss you every day. I get lost in our memories. You said love is never enough. If that is the case, then what is? You are right when you said I will never know how much you loved me. You walked away so easily and leave me past tense. I wonder if you ever think of me. I wonder if you even miss me. I wonder if you still love me or did you forget and go to Lopez?