and it would be awesome

I wonder if you ever think of me – if I made any kind of lasting impression on you.
I hope you think of me and raise your eyebrow at my personal brand of crazy, but then kind of wish we were still in each others’ lives.
One day I will find you again, and maybe the timing will be better.
I think of finding you now,
But I’m not stupid enough to try and insert myself into your fwb situation that is obviously more than fwb.
You love her (and she loves you), and that’s great for you both.
I will wait, and work on making myself more awesome in every way.
And then one day.
One day maybe the timing will be right
For the double-awesome that could be us together.