It’s been awhile. I guess you really did decide to put us behind you once and for all. Then last week I started receiving calls from “Unknown” and Private Numbers again… and of course, thought of you since it was your M.O. I miss you… every sunrise and sunset, every time I hear our songs… I truly miss you. A lot has happened lately… You missed my birthday again, you know, but it’s ok because I know why. So.. is it you? again… calling me? Checking up on me…wanting to hear my voice? I guess a part of me is afraid that it is you. The other part is afraid it isn’t you. May has always been the difficult month for me. I’d love to hear your voice, love to know how you and yours are doing.
I wish you well even if you choose to no longer talk to me. You hold a very, very special place in my heart… will always you know. Who knows, maybe I’ll get lucky. Just leave a message the next time you call. I promise I won’t pick up. All of my best to one of the best.
Her mourning coffee 