still trying

I never meant to hurt you
I can only hope that you will understand
Your love has been so great
It is overbearing

I have so much to say
I wish that I only knew how to express myself

When you touch…
It heals me
I feel so safe
At last, the emptiness is fulfilled
I wish you could hold me in your arms forever
This feeling has attached me to you
Is this why you run?

I’ve treated our love disrespectfully
Ive roamed as if I had no boundaries
Ive been careless
I have disregarded your feelings
I wish I could be rid of all the pain
For once, be happy and whole
Ive tried
Im trying